WHO WANTS FLOWERS WHEN THEY'RE DEAD?
DanicaViciousFreaks,
Ay you! Im DANICA.
Im a flaming gay fairy, teehe.no.
Im asian, DUH!!! dumbass.
And yes i am straigt.pssshhh cheayyahh.
Hey,what? Hey, WHAT? HI. im such a fucktard sometimes. sigh
:)) aren't i gayyyy?.
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Got cuts on my hands, and scar on my wrist. Scratch shit loads. Slash once for remembrance. Its Never ends. It just keeps repeating again & again. I try to change it, but it just end up the same. Right now i am trying to change for the better, i hope. I do not wish to become and extreme outcast, but i still am. -"You're up to no good, destroying yourself like that. It's a bad name to your friends and family. " - to myself.
This is suicide, People can't seems to not get i hate it when they make fun of me, and i say one thing, just ONE freaking thing and they end up pissed. Bullshit. BULLSHIT. yeah thats right go eat my shit.
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2TSuEnOaSKsFWltj7ywrv7GooZ5lgHL5Ni2eBAtF10Vs7aNtGnR3Bk7CEqWh_T_976EvD_OqcPB4N4zRc1YzL4uKMnjU0gonLOojd1ZXlOlvPaCP6UgY7GCewMbtRxc4miXvmxEwU2I2E/s400/DSC_2274.JPG) I found my best friend i guess, he's always there when i need him, When i cried cause of people lying at me, he was the one whose shirt got wet of my tears. Like they say a shoulder to cry on. He starts doing insane lap dances when i'm sad to make me laugh. He bashes up anyway guy making me unhappy or disturbing me, so far hit punch two guys. Caleb and Matthew. Caleb for always annoying me Nd messing my hair, Matthew for saying stuff like he wants to kiss me and he liked and and shit. But yeah Jamie is cool. May be young but, real matured, wonder what His brother Jayden been teaching him.
Anyway today was Tahlias Birthday had a small party at the park for her, Matthew and Angel when behind the bush to hook up, Ranga chasing me cause his packet of lollies were down my top, :)) haha, i wanted to eat them! xP and Swinging on the swing with fucktard Matthew pull the chain making it stop. And smoking, i had a drag thats it haha from jamie.
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqPrd6gQx48aFAEZEgCDDfN9McnEx170Rzyk6hvtiCXemHxFAYGZTX3WW3J-Zi1GBvh3TJ9ZSWDMWNQsVnQMoYzhF2n0X-O2McQ7lm6tPJFh7t9PKxb8mzK3aZwP6mVR2CZFFcf8x8KW9J/s400/DSC_2215.JPG) Im such a Happy Person sometimes. But i don't know why i get so down when your with someone else, or you aren't hanging around me. Like i smile when i see you hug someone but inside part of my heart just brunt and turned into ashes. Why can't i be normal like normal girls, and just be fine with everything else? Instead of getting myself into a tiny depression rate, making everyone ask me, "what's wrong". Well yes i know im fugly, don't need to keep telling me.
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjkPklV6hZbJajkUeQUvWqkSICGRxaVTSWAJNzOmC1If6wc2d0jqWvIZrM5dKpjeChIq7nfEXqpdz3h3VxfWvNgSlmf2TwBz5A7WLjYgQkVDpAt5kVrNmvhtLArwMp5lIFbenpFCpb-n141/s400/1468073al2y17jz7x.png.png) She said " He's so sweet i wanna lick the wrapper". He said " she liked me like a lollipop, Like a lollipoppp!"
Date: 24/August/2010. *Nom Nom Nom* -drops cookie- *Fuck you stupid branch*
Al-righty skellanimals, I support.
I am an Insane Fuck, and you are a Pissing Bastard, Today i shall be telling you how to lightening/Bleach YOUR hair, yes you. Naturally. N A T U R A L L Y . bitch. :{) (mustache smiley)
Continuing. There are several ways you can do it.(not sex) ^^
1. Mix lemon and citrus juice together and applying on your hair for 15-30 mins. then wash off, do it for twice a week, should see some result in dark hair being lighter.
2. If your hair is light brown or blonde. Sun bake your hair, in the sun, SUN!!. for ass long as you want, longer the better of course.
3. Go for a swim, and sit in the sun, this makes the sun dry you hair PLUS lightening the colour.
4. East way, go for a swim in the pool, chlorine makes you hair lighter trust me, i swim and my hair has became lighter like red/brown. But yeah it is drying for your hair too. so wash with conditionerrrr.
AND SO IF YOU HAIR IS BLACK, THE UNDERTONES IN DOING ALL THOSE IS EITHER BROWN, RED AND LIKE BURGUNDY COLOURS. SO ENJOYING DOING ALL THOSE STUFF, CAUSE BLEACHING YOU HIR IN A SALON CAUSE YOUR HAIR THE FALL OUT.
NOTE: I DID NOT BLEACH MY FRIGNE FOR THE RED, IS A NATURAL COLOUR MEANING, NO CHEMICALS AND BLEACH SHIT IS REQUIRED :))
ATTENTION DEFICIT HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER. - Be easily distracted, miss details, forget things, and frequently switch from one activity to another
- Have difficulty focusing on one thing
- Become bored with a task after only a few minutes, unless doing something enjoyable
- Have difficulty focusing attention on organizing and completing a task or learning something new
- Have trouble completing or turning in homework assignments, often losing things (e.g., pencils, toys, assignments) needed to complete tasks or activities
- Not seem to listen when spoken to
- Daydream, become easily confused, and move slowly
- Have difficulty processing information as quickly and accurately as others
- Struggle to follow instructions.
I MIGHT HAVEEE THISSSS! actuallyy not really but. Yeah I forget things easily, I can;t concerntrate on one thing and get bored doing something i dislike. And more. Am i an Insane fuck ? D:
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYCgJyrMFBUYPE4wXFEdqJfAZfGszyzeRiIorRjqcU3rDggrDH3Ufm6-Q2sJBd8EafdzJ1IyJvogkIVeoXYEhuGQITe7sGnySUCsbM6mMyFdp1AbiUzP5izocZ8kBl9TkA7cz-2i1jnI0s/s400/main-pandaguys%5B1%5D.jpg) Coles called up the school today, said hawthorn students have been racking shit off the shelves which is true cause, Angel and Yasmins. The boys and others stole shit loads of stuff like, sharpies, smiggles, candies, V, redbull. Their mad man. But i got myself some new stationary and MnMs from them :) But yeah Yasies mum came to school took pick her up after having Mr.Kiminidies calling her, DANG SHE IS ONE HOT THING. haha they said she's a milf. Well one thing for sure is they aren't going back there. Blacker hugged Angel cause she was crying, i almost cried cause it was the sweetest thing i have ever seen, since they have been going out. Well She bit him on the arm and he stared screaming like fuck. One last thing, Jamie is a Insane Fuck. :)
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixGpHyaLSJdBb2EGm_nJIAMr6KTPCQxuA-agEtDkickiDWSJRJgmAM5-5DqTGVzIl9JFxdJm42fz9CmVRMNcNT6t9z-kXqY7O0zUfLW_PXKqEVFYQVt4W7nlfn44JodroEYd-A3gGIkhlN/s400/3219385730_5f65a9a440.jpg) I have found away to use the net, but using the Safari thingy on my computer. Tho its missing some plug-in so i can't watching videos on youtube only. And listening to my blog sounds, but acessing to other sites like Facebook, blogger. etc is alright. Well school was the death of me today. Teachers said i talked over her explaning and i said "I didnt" She said" you keep chattering narisara" I said" IM NOT NARISSARA. ITS DANICA!" and my whole body was like burning up cause i was pissed, so i was like wow am i a werewolf or something? Get all hot when mad and shit. Freaked the hell outta me. Well everyones thinks shes a bitch so, i cant give any fuck about her. Plus im actually doing my homework :) which seems pree good to me. Getting my dreadlocks soon. Told my dad the price nealry killed him.
Like a sunset, it's the lines in your eyes. Like the wind your the ever bringing of sounds. A kiss so softly like a feather just touch me. A hug from you is worth while waiting. Okay sorry guys but the computer has a virus so I can't log on the Internet explore from ther, so I'm using itouch safari. Which is crappy :( well till I get things sorted I won't be on so much. Anyway you all take care.
I'm sorry I acused you of lying. I should have waited fer yer explanation, before being mad at you and yeah. You know what I mean. I am really sorry, but i was sad u didn't tell me u came back. But you shouldn't say sorry. I'm the one who should say sorry. Looking at us now, I feel like I'm gonna die when it's sunrise. Do you forgive me?
Aren't you such a good liar aye? Saying your in the US. Saying time differnce make us can't talk, well guess what. I saw the picutre you went out with your friends yesterday. fantastic, you can just tell me, you are ignoring me, not just fucking lie to me, Making look like a complete idiot crying over you. I bet when you crid on webcam you were faking really. You know how deep that cuts? Ugh! just serisouly dont trying saying those were last time pics cause the album was called, 16 August something girlfriend , you can't hide it anymore i know you are lying. Oh and forget it, i know you blocked me from MSN making me think its 6am or some shit.
DANICAVICIOUS14, JUNE 21SUPPORTS GAYSHATE BUTTERFLIESHIPS : 26WAIST: 24?CAN'T GIVE A FUCK FOR SHITTY PEOPLE.HATES LIFE WHEN IT TURNS INTO A BROKEN UNI CYCLE.
Its Really Doesn't Matter, Yes now the sound of wind scrares me, when it blows you in, will you be the death of me? What a pretty sight to see, the sunrise without me, The ocean crashing in, Like butterflies we die, and counting every second with lies. I never should have left that place then huh? Should have studied my chinese better, so they wouldn't have to send me away right? Well its too late now, i like it here, but futher more i miss you. Wait till next summer holidays or winter then we can meet again. ALRIGHT, Got myself some Lush products, the moment you step the aroma for the soaps, shower gel, mask everything hits you, and you wanna buy something, for me i got myself a Sea Salt Facial scrub, and a foudation, they dont do animal tesing and its handmade, so they look real cute ^^
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Numskull Tee. Male. ![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRm7V2oZrEusMoriAaXY-OpW6Biio51TlDuocfgMMuZf2ZGeLNHvRvD_4QK8LXHv2Rs9KkgqroJKWc7KXyzVto6fue-fJIX57IIq80_-xLges2iJcWKjwtW3zfOhyyxUoUbsU-GFhf9GOV/s400/SOUTHG%5B1%5D.jpg)
Black Denim jacket. Female. ![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5oeGmCrbAUfR5E1FPeVIdt8TF-QgX1R7bs9FDPIbSv58eqAFXbYO3ONM6Mn76XkRp9ChdG7IHgyhKpiGlS6bcibOiFvQ3fzqKjFx1Dc37XLDdRfbWSdDt406GwtEp3JHuFv2lCggTCuiL/s400/UPCLOSEB%5B1%5D.jpg)
Real Kitty Tee. Male
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Brain eater short dress. Female.
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Baby Shitter. Male DROPDEAD CLOTHINGS.
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgydaZ0-8M2iFEKa8BHKcXuN_t6LHO-nUCpI7wc1db3Nix0mvMrmbGo_UTDovgqUeWqGQFjAjDYf8ZWbWsKSyQ5fL-aH01PN605UL86nzyr20FzvY4FJeFXbPB1KOZ7OoZS0IxPIEf465pm/s400/DSC_2115.JPG) Went out. I had to. If not i'll be rotting at home with my thoughts filled my misery and rage for hate towards them girls. Met Sharniqua, partly doing our art project on street art. But it ended for us posing infront of the camera taking wild pictures, we bought matching fishnets gloves, ate at some burger place, walked the whole stretch of Camberwell (sounds like a soup). We climbed on rock go get to a grafiti sight where it was under a highway haha, Crossed traintracks and walked in mud to capture the art of spray cans works. Though job cause we were running around and people were like starring at us, almost got ramped by bikers while walking, we moved away and they said thank you in a very awkward sound. aha it was funny tho, we fought over saying tissue, napkins, isnt it the same? So we both decided to call it tipkins from now on, so we don't argue over it, heh, i guess thats about it, not talking to Tahlia, Gabs and Natasha, they can S my D.
The person i have always talked to and kept me busy on Msn, is on a plane now, off to Los Angelas. Now theres really nothing to look forward and excuse to use the computer. Its changed my life, I know i have people to talk to, But i just can't see me in a few days, crying over my laptop, hoping he would come on, but its not going to happen, because of the time difference, how bad it kills. Somewhere far beyond this world, i feel nothing anymore, Help me understand the meaning of life, Cause right now i see myself on a dead end, like thats the end for me.
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEijPdFSqXCV6fmZ-ejQ4ZwWvwhhCzi0UIPuGGbUbX7z2m4Oo9s-DgiO_57OVXDTmuavitoaCUAC_uEvzO5x6EzAhEOQYalY2CTohaI-CC5I17XuKxd1T5Asdf5eqLwMNaMq-jGoT88ArVZK/s400/DSC_1934.JPG) Can't believe your leaving in 2 days, this friday, 6/8/2010. We met like a history being repeated. We spent about 5 days together when i was back, We met on myspace and facebook, we chatted i called you dad, Now its time for you to go back where you came, Beverly Hills in LA. Fuck i really hate saying goodbye i suck at it literally, Cause when you leave, We cant be in contact anymore due to the time difference. And thats not the only sad part, After LA you're going to Hamburg in Germany then Sydney that be like 2 years? then we can talk on msn normally as Sydney and melbroune is the same time. But look thats nott the problem, The main problem is we cant see each other face to face, in person, Hear each other breathing and see each other smile. I miss thoses times when we were hanging out in Botanic gardens and Fort canning. Sweet memories i will never forget in my life, I do hope you will remember me, Cause right now looking at myself cry in devastation. I'll always remember you, i won't forget you. Be strong Tarmizi. bye. i love you.
I'm DanicaVicious, My friends call me vicious, I think Sid vicious is a Savior so there. Im Asian deal with it. Mix with different type of asains. I have Philippines, chinese, Spanish. Yeah I lived in singapore all my life bt i moved to australia this year which is 2010. I guess you can say i have chagne over that years, but hey doesn't everyones? Unless you're are Insanely fucked person and would want me to call you a INSANE FUCK, then i guess i can't argue with you. I hate butterflies, don't hate me for that, theres many things iam afraid of tho i look like the type that would normally scare.Example, I look like a soke, take drugs and drink On ther other hand My friend Drink, smokes no drugs, but look wayy innocent than me, i guess its the way i look at people and my hair & makeup. Well i support gays, nothing wrong with them , you can say i am a lil obssesed with them. I admire photography, i like how the picture capture every detail and looks real, its beautiful, And below here are my inprirations to be one hardcore fuckker, jeffree Star, Jayy Von Monroe, Dahvie Vanity and Alex Evans. Don't mess with me or i'll fucking kill you.
Nero. - He is the best person to talk to if you need someone.
Monsie - Gorgeous girl, always makes people smile. (:
Gabbie
Got cuts on my hands, and scar on my wrist. Scratch shit loads. Slash once for remembrance. Its Never ends. It just keeps repeating again & again. I try to change it, but it just end up the same. Right now i am trying to change for the better, i hope. I do not wish to become and extreme outcast, but i still am. -"You're up to no good, destroying yourself like that. It's a bad name to your friends and family. " - to myself.
This is suicide, People can't seems to not get i hate it when they make fun of me, and i say one thing, just ONE freaking thing and they end up pissed. Bullshit. BULLSHIT. yeah thats right go eat my shit.
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2TSuEnOaSKsFWltj7ywrv7GooZ5lgHL5Ni2eBAtF10Vs7aNtGnR3Bk7CEqWh_T_976EvD_OqcPB4N4zRc1YzL4uKMnjU0gonLOojd1ZXlOlvPaCP6UgY7GCewMbtRxc4miXvmxEwU2I2E/s400/DSC_2274.JPG) I found my best friend i guess, he's always there when i need him, When i cried cause of people lying at me, he was the one whose shirt got wet of my tears. Like they say a shoulder to cry on. He starts doing insane lap dances when i'm sad to make me laugh. He bashes up anyway guy making me unhappy or disturbing me, so far hit punch two guys. Caleb and Matthew. Caleb for always annoying me Nd messing my hair, Matthew for saying stuff like he wants to kiss me and he liked and and shit. But yeah Jamie is cool. May be young but, real matured, wonder what His brother Jayden been teaching him.
Anyway today was Tahlias Birthday had a small party at the park for her, Matthew and Angel when behind the bush to hook up, Ranga chasing me cause his packet of lollies were down my top, :)) haha, i wanted to eat them! xP and Swinging on the swing with fucktard Matthew pull the chain making it stop. And smoking, i had a drag thats it haha from jamie.
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqPrd6gQx48aFAEZEgCDDfN9McnEx170Rzyk6hvtiCXemHxFAYGZTX3WW3J-Zi1GBvh3TJ9ZSWDMWNQsVnQMoYzhF2n0X-O2McQ7lm6tPJFh7t9PKxb8mzK3aZwP6mVR2CZFFcf8x8KW9J/s400/DSC_2215.JPG) Im such a Happy Person sometimes. But i don't know why i get so down when your with someone else, or you aren't hanging around me. Like i smile when i see you hug someone but inside part of my heart just brunt and turned into ashes. Why can't i be normal like normal girls, and just be fine with everything else? Instead of getting myself into a tiny depression rate, making everyone ask me, "what's wrong". Well yes i know im fugly, don't need to keep telling me.
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjkPklV6hZbJajkUeQUvWqkSICGRxaVTSWAJNzOmC1If6wc2d0jqWvIZrM5dKpjeChIq7nfEXqpdz3h3VxfWvNgSlmf2TwBz5A7WLjYgQkVDpAt5kVrNmvhtLArwMp5lIFbenpFCpb-n141/s400/1468073al2y17jz7x.png.png) She said " He's so sweet i wanna lick the wrapper". He said " she liked me like a lollipop, Like a lollipoppp!"
Date: 24/August/2010. *Nom Nom Nom* -drops cookie- *Fuck you stupid branch*
Al-righty skellanimals, I support.
I am an Insane Fuck, and you are a Pissing Bastard, Today i shall be telling you how to lightening/Bleach YOUR hair, yes you. Naturally. N A T U R A L L Y . bitch. :{) (mustache smiley)
Continuing. There are several ways you can do it.(not sex) ^^
1. Mix lemon and citrus juice together and applying on your hair for 15-30 mins. then wash off, do it for twice a week, should see some result in dark hair being lighter.
2. If your hair is light brown or blonde. Sun bake your hair, in the sun, SUN!!. for ass long as you want, longer the better of course.
3. Go for a swim, and sit in the sun, this makes the sun dry you hair PLUS lightening the colour.
4. East way, go for a swim in the pool, chlorine makes you hair lighter trust me, i swim and my hair has became lighter like red/brown. But yeah it is drying for your hair too. so wash with conditionerrrr.
AND SO IF YOU HAIR IS BLACK, THE UNDERTONES IN DOING ALL THOSE IS EITHER BROWN, RED AND LIKE BURGUNDY COLOURS. SO ENJOYING DOING ALL THOSE STUFF, CAUSE BLEACHING YOU HIR IN A SALON CAUSE YOUR HAIR THE FALL OUT.
NOTE: I DID NOT BLEACH MY FRIGNE FOR THE RED, IS A NATURAL COLOUR MEANING, NO CHEMICALS AND BLEACH SHIT IS REQUIRED :))
ATTENTION DEFICIT HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER. - Be easily distracted, miss details, forget things, and frequently switch from one activity to another
- Have difficulty focusing on one thing
- Become bored with a task after only a few minutes, unless doing something enjoyable
- Have difficulty focusing attention on organizing and completing a task or learning something new
- Have trouble completing or turning in homework assignments, often losing things (e.g., pencils, toys, assignments) needed to complete tasks or activities
- Not seem to listen when spoken to
- Daydream, become easily confused, and move slowly
- Have difficulty processing information as quickly and accurately as others
- Struggle to follow instructions.
I MIGHT HAVEEE THISSSS! actuallyy not really but. Yeah I forget things easily, I can;t concerntrate on one thing and get bored doing something i dislike. And more. Am i an Insane fuck ? D:
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYCgJyrMFBUYPE4wXFEdqJfAZfGszyzeRiIorRjqcU3rDggrDH3Ufm6-Q2sJBd8EafdzJ1IyJvogkIVeoXYEhuGQITe7sGnySUCsbM6mMyFdp1AbiUzP5izocZ8kBl9TkA7cz-2i1jnI0s/s400/main-pandaguys%5B1%5D.jpg) Coles called up the school today, said hawthorn students have been racking shit off the shelves which is true cause, Angel and Yasmins. The boys and others stole shit loads of stuff like, sharpies, smiggles, candies, V, redbull. Their mad man. But i got myself some new stationary and MnMs from them :) But yeah Yasies mum came to school took pick her up after having Mr.Kiminidies calling her, DANG SHE IS ONE HOT THING. haha they said she's a milf. Well one thing for sure is they aren't going back there. Blacker hugged Angel cause she was crying, i almost cried cause it was the sweetest thing i have ever seen, since they have been going out. Well She bit him on the arm and he stared screaming like fuck. One last thing, Jamie is a Insane Fuck. :)
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixGpHyaLSJdBb2EGm_nJIAMr6KTPCQxuA-agEtDkickiDWSJRJgmAM5-5DqTGVzIl9JFxdJm42fz9CmVRMNcNT6t9z-kXqY7O0zUfLW_PXKqEVFYQVt4W7nlfn44JodroEYd-A3gGIkhlN/s400/3219385730_5f65a9a440.jpg) I have found away to use the net, but using the Safari thingy on my computer. Tho its missing some plug-in so i can't watching videos on youtube only. And listening to my blog sounds, but acessing to other sites like Facebook, blogger. etc is alright. Well school was the death of me today. Teachers said i talked over her explaning and i said "I didnt" She said" you keep chattering narisara" I said" IM NOT NARISSARA. ITS DANICA!" and my whole body was like burning up cause i was pissed, so i was like wow am i a werewolf or something? Get all hot when mad and shit. Freaked the hell outta me. Well everyones thinks shes a bitch so, i cant give any fuck about her. Plus im actually doing my homework :) which seems pree good to me. Getting my dreadlocks soon. Told my dad the price nealry killed him.
Like a sunset, it's the lines in your eyes. Like the wind your the ever bringing of sounds. A kiss so softly like a feather just touch me. A hug from you is worth while waiting. Okay sorry guys but the computer has a virus so I can't log on the Internet explore from ther, so I'm using itouch safari. Which is crappy :( well till I get things sorted I won't be on so much. Anyway you all take care.
I'm sorry I acused you of lying. I should have waited fer yer explanation, before being mad at you and yeah. You know what I mean. I am really sorry, but i was sad u didn't tell me u came back. But you shouldn't say sorry. I'm the one who should say sorry. Looking at us now, I feel like I'm gonna die when it's sunrise. Do you forgive me?
Aren't you such a good liar aye? Saying your in the US. Saying time differnce make us can't talk, well guess what. I saw the picutre you went out with your friends yesterday. fantastic, you can just tell me, you are ignoring me, not just fucking lie to me, Making look like a complete idiot crying over you. I bet when you crid on webcam you were faking really. You know how deep that cuts? Ugh! just serisouly dont trying saying those were last time pics cause the album was called, 16 August something girlfriend , you can't hide it anymore i know you are lying. Oh and forget it, i know you blocked me from MSN making me think its 6am or some shit.
DANICAVICIOUS14, JUNE 21SUPPORTS GAYSHATE BUTTERFLIESHIPS : 26WAIST: 24?CAN'T GIVE A FUCK FOR SHITTY PEOPLE.HATES LIFE WHEN IT TURNS INTO A BROKEN UNI CYCLE.
Its Really Doesn't Matter, Yes now the sound of wind scrares me, when it blows you in, will you be the death of me? What a pretty sight to see, the sunrise without me, The ocean crashing in, Like butterflies we die, and counting every second with lies. I never should have left that place then huh? Should have studied my chinese better, so they wouldn't have to send me away right? Well its too late now, i like it here, but futher more i miss you. Wait till next summer holidays or winter then we can meet again. ALRIGHT, Got myself some Lush products, the moment you step the aroma for the soaps, shower gel, mask everything hits you, and you wanna buy something, for me i got myself a Sea Salt Facial scrub, and a foudation, they dont do animal tesing and its handmade, so they look real cute ^^
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Numskull Tee. Male. ![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRm7V2oZrEusMoriAaXY-OpW6Biio51TlDuocfgMMuZf2ZGeLNHvRvD_4QK8LXHv2Rs9KkgqroJKWc7KXyzVto6fue-fJIX57IIq80_-xLges2iJcWKjwtW3zfOhyyxUoUbsU-GFhf9GOV/s400/SOUTHG%5B1%5D.jpg)
Black Denim jacket. Female. ![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5oeGmCrbAUfR5E1FPeVIdt8TF-QgX1R7bs9FDPIbSv58eqAFXbYO3ONM6Mn76XkRp9ChdG7IHgyhKpiGlS6bcibOiFvQ3fzqKjFx1Dc37XLDdRfbWSdDt406GwtEp3JHuFv2lCggTCuiL/s400/UPCLOSEB%5B1%5D.jpg)
Real Kitty Tee. Male
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Brain eater short dress. Female.
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Baby Shitter. Male DROPDEAD CLOTHINGS.
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgydaZ0-8M2iFEKa8BHKcXuN_t6LHO-nUCpI7wc1db3Nix0mvMrmbGo_UTDovgqUeWqGQFjAjDYf8ZWbWsKSyQ5fL-aH01PN605UL86nzyr20FzvY4FJeFXbPB1KOZ7OoZS0IxPIEf465pm/s400/DSC_2115.JPG) Went out. I had to. If not i'll be rotting at home with my thoughts filled my misery and rage for hate towards them girls. Met Sharniqua, partly doing our art project on street art. But it ended for us posing infront of the camera taking wild pictures, we bought matching fishnets gloves, ate at some burger place, walked the whole stretch of Camberwell (sounds like a soup). We climbed on rock go get to a grafiti sight where it was under a highway haha, Crossed traintracks and walked in mud to capture the art of spray cans works. Though job cause we were running around and people were like starring at us, almost got ramped by bikers while walking, we moved away and they said thank you in a very awkward sound. aha it was funny tho, we fought over saying tissue, napkins, isnt it the same? So we both decided to call it tipkins from now on, so we don't argue over it, heh, i guess thats about it, not talking to Tahlia, Gabs and Natasha, they can S my D.
The person i have always talked to and kept me busy on Msn, is on a plane now, off to Los Angelas. Now theres really nothing to look forward and excuse to use the computer. Its changed my life, I know i have people to talk to, But i just can't see me in a few days, crying over my laptop, hoping he would come on, but its not going to happen, because of the time difference, how bad it kills. Somewhere far beyond this world, i feel nothing anymore, Help me understand the meaning of life, Cause right now i see myself on a dead end, like thats the end for me.
![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEijPdFSqXCV6fmZ-ejQ4ZwWvwhhCzi0UIPuGGbUbX7z2m4Oo9s-DgiO_57OVXDTmuavitoaCUAC_uEvzO5x6EzAhEOQYalY2CTohaI-CC5I17XuKxd1T5Asdf5eqLwMNaMq-jGoT88ArVZK/s400/DSC_1934.JPG) Can't believe your leaving in 2 days, this friday, 6/8/2010. We met like a history being repeated. We spent about 5 days together when i was back, We met on myspace and facebook, we chatted i called you dad, Now its time for you to go back where you came, Beverly Hills in LA. Fuck i really hate saying goodbye i suck at it literally, Cause when you leave, We cant be in contact anymore due to the time difference. And thats not the only sad part, After LA you're going to Hamburg in Germany then Sydney that be like 2 years? then we can talk on msn normally as Sydney and melbroune is the same time. But look thats nott the problem, The main problem is we cant see each other face to face, in person, Hear each other breathing and see each other smile. I miss thoses times when we were hanging out in Botanic gardens and Fort canning. Sweet memories i will never forget in my life, I do hope you will remember me, Cause right now looking at myself cry in devastation. I'll always remember you, i won't forget you. Be strong Tarmizi. bye. i love you.
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